Just To Hold You Once Again

by Mariah Carey

Do you know how it feels
Lying here without you, baby
You can never understand
What's happening to me
So alone, nothing's real
I just dream about you, baby
And forever wonder you had to break free

Even though you're not my lover
Even though you're not my friend
I would give my whole to have you here
Just to hold you once again

It's so hard to believe
I don't have you right beside
As I long to touch you
But you're out of my reach
And my heart doesn't feel
It's so very cold inside me
Just a shadow of someone
I used to be

Even though you're not my lover
Even though you're not my friend
I would give my whole to have you here
Just to hold you once again

You were the only one
Only one
That I allowed inside my heart
No one just holdin' on
Something so far gone away
Did I go wrong

Even though you're not my lover
Even though you're not my friend
I would give my whole to have you here
Just to hold you once again
Just to hold you once again